One year since you left.. and i miss you more
One long year without you and I cannot still imagine that you left
one year..I havent heard your voice,seen your lovely face,or touched your handone year..
and I still cant get over the idea of losing you
Can life be joyful again?
Can I smile or be happy without thinking of you?
without saying to myself:I wish you were there..and I always do..I say it daily..I wish you were there..Whenever I am happy..I miss you
whenever I am sad..I miss you
whenever I need an adviceI need to talk to someone..I miss you
and I always say..I wish you were there nothing is the same since you left..
We never had the time to really talk to each other till lately..
when you got sick and when I was there with you..as selfish as it may sound..i was a little happy i got to spend some time with you..we talked..we argued..we argued a lot..
I loved to argue with you,I loved the look on your face when we fought .
maybe coz i am a lot like you,we both had this hot temper..the last 5 months were the hardest in my whole life..you were there in front of me suffering and I was helpless.all i can do is be there with you and I did till the last minute..last second..till the moment you left ,while I held your hand..and your last words to me were: alla yerda 3aliki ya baba..
I will always miss you ..you will always be around..everytime i look into the mirror i will see you coz I am part of you and you live inside me..
may your soul rest in peace my dearest father..
